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    Sadie Rock and the Mad Ryans's 2nd album, All In, hard copy double-album audio CD.

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    Released Febrauary 22nd, 2020 on Giraffe Room Productions

    Album contains explicit content



    Track listing:

    DISC 1

    Go On 
    Take What You Can Get
    Already Whole
    Jumping Off A Train
    Lift Me Up
    Fairy Tale
    I Believe In You
    She Wants Me
    Shaken
    Nameless
    Song About A Boy
    Alt+9

    DISC 2

    Petrifying
    Better
    Movement
    Matchbook (Too Soon)
    Sing 'Em WIth Me
    Broken Dreams, Black Lipstick
    Happy Mistake
    (Just?) Adore Him
    Scared of Your Shadow
    I Don't Love You
    The Smiley Song
    Loving You

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1.
Go On 04:30
I told my friends I was going somewhere else but I went to your house See they approve of you and me, but not like this I prattle on about coffee and conversation They know all about your book but not what you write on my lips I didn't want you under my skin, but boy, you're a ninja With those shoulders in your shirt and oh your limitless hands This can't possibly end a single way but badly I've got an ending in my head that I keep forgetting to plan So go on Rock my world without touching me I'm losing my mind You intellectually fuck me Go on Use your alignment against me Put me right where you want You absentmindedly get me Go on I see things in your eyes that you don't want to show me You're so transparent when my teeth are on your jaw This fear of being known must get you lonely, baby So hide all you want and I'll figure you out in no time at all I see you in every rendition of the Joker Evil, sexy, dangerous, and poetically sad I could be your Harley Quinn if you come a little closer I don't dabble in the dark side, but you're enticingly bad So go on Rock my world without touching me I'm losing my mind You intellectually fuck me Go on Use your alignment against me Put me right where you want You absentmindedly get me Go on I told my friends I was going somewhere else but I went to your house I'll see you again tomorrow and probably the day after that This can't possibly end a single way but badly I don't dabble in the dark side, but you're enticingly bad Enticingly bad Enticingly bad Rock my world without touching me I'm losing my mind You intellectually fuck me Go on Use your alignment against me Put me right where you want You absentmindedly get me Go on Rock my world without touching me I'm losing my mind You intellectually fuck me Go on Use your alignment against me Put me right where you want You absentmindedly get me Go on
2.
He was leaving tomorrow but we hit it off In the classroom on Durham Street He looked at me and he said, "You're cool Despite the summer heat" Chocolate milk and dirty jokes Kept us close throughout the day A guy like him doesn't need the shades But he wore them anyway I said, "Will I ever see you again?" He said, "Girl, right now, you're my only friend" I said, "That doesn't answer my question, babe" And he said, "Take what you can get" He said, "It's a shame that we don't have long Next summer let's make some plans How's this for a deal: I'll teach you violin If you teach me how to dance" He said, "We could call or text or write When I leave, are you gonna forget?" Keep speaking in Dutch and I'll keep in touch If you know what I mean by that He looked at me like he'd never seen Anyone quite the same A guy like him doesn't need the lines But he used them anyway I said, "Will I ever see you again?" He said, "Girl, right now, you're my only friend" I said, "That doesn't answer my question, babe" And he said, "Take what you can get" I said, "Will I ever see you again?" He said, "Girl, right now, you're my only friend" I said, "That doesn't answer my question, babe" And he said, "Take what you can get"
3.
I used to know a guy with rock and roll dealings For riffs, I gave him respect I worked nine to five protecting his feelings And never got one check Well he spent each night repeating his reasons Why I should throw my life away I got so bored, I just had to leave him And I found somebody new the very next day Now I know I've got it under control There's just no time anymore to save nobody's soul I've gotta find someone who's already whole People tell me all the time that I'd better be careful 'Cause I'm doing what they're too afraid to do The risk, the uncertainty, the slim chance of failure And man, I've got 'em shakin' in their shoes I used to think spontaneity was something on the schedule But, what do you know, that's not how it works My profession of choice is so unprofessional At least, that's what I've heard So it goes I keep it under control There's just no time anymore to save nobody's soul I've gotta find someone who's already whole Oh, so it goes I keep it under control There's just no time anymore to save nobody's soul I've gotta find someone who's already whole, who's already whole There's just no time anymore to save nobody's soul I've gotta find someone who's already whole
4.
Last night I caught myself staring at your fingertips I toss and turn, yeah, I can’t seem to fall asleep I’m coming down with a bad case of emotions And you’re tempting fate, standing so close to me You told me to keep my hands to myself But you know I don’t like to lose I don’t prefer to write happy songs But I guess I’ll do it for you Because Touching you is like Taylor Swift Like prison breaks, like cigarettes I love you like I always did Like hurricanes, like jumping off a train Tomorrow morning you’ll be back from where you’ve been Deep in the woods where no one knows your name You’re an honest southern boy; you love your manners and your church But honey we both know that’s all a game You told me to keep my hands to myself But you know I don’t like to lose I don’t prefer to write happy songs But you know I’d do anything for you Because Touching you is like Taylor Swift Like prison breaks, like cigarettes I love you like I always did Like hurricanes, like jumping off a train You know, you know You know, you know You know, you know You know, you know You know that we’re all pros, but babe, you’re poetry I feel like I could write you all my life Nothing is forever but I’m fine with here and now Because a-rolling with you makes me feel alright You told me to keep my hands to myself But you know I don’t like to lose I don’t prefer to write happy songs But I guess I’ll do it for you Hoo! Touching you is like Taylor Swift Like prison breaks, like cigarettes I love you like I always did Like hurricanes, like jumping off a train Touching you is like Taylor Swift Like prison breaks, like cigarettes I love you like I always did Like hurricanes, like jumping off a train
5.
Lift Me Up 03:37
I don't know why I thought life was any less I left home Wednesday evening for a place I'd never been Completely unprepared, I must confess I wandered into your posse's private room Upscale wooden tables lined with talentless middle class Glaringly upstaged by our vignette So I sit there With the car in "drive" I don't have to hope because I already know I'll be with you all evening and I'll go home alone I'm always thinking twice And then you come around And show me you're so different, oh, you never bring me down You lift me up I don't know why I thought life was any less We raise our pens just like a movie and cosmically coexist I just can't get enough, I must confess I love your glasses and your fancy shoes You make me feel so beautiful and I do the same for you So I sit there With the car in drive I don't have to hope because I already know I'll be with you all evening and I'll go home alone I'm always thinking twice And then you come around And show me you're so different, oh, you never bring me down You lift me up Every day I watch you find yourself Every day You learn to trust your heart I see the way You make good in the world You love the rain, you love the rain You love the rain I don't have to hope because I already know I'll be with you all evening and I'll go home alone I'm always thinking twice And then you come around And show me you're so different, oh, you never bring me down You lift me up You lift me up You lift me up
6.
Fairy Tale 04:21
It's no surprise that we're the talk of the town In the walk-in closet at Domino's house My finger in your mouth at University Mall Bottle it up or spit it all out I talk to you and the time runs out Those terrible words, I've been holding in too long When it comes to you it's hard to plan In the studio and I'm holding your hand As a lover or a friend, I can't be sure Well you taste like Pizza crust and nice cologne You're never free but you're always home I love you so, I love you so I think I'll always be your number two But number one just cut you loose So maybe I'll be moving up You're a motherfucking fairy tale You look so lame when you play guitar With your rock and roll and your golden heart I'll punch your face if I ever finish staring Look at you with the world on a string Have anyone, do anything But somehow it's four AM and we're still talking Well the last time we kissed was a year ago At the house of some girl who you barely know Fifteen and you looked like Abercrombie Well you taste like Pizza crust and nice cologne You're never free but you're always home I love you so, I love you so I think I'll always be your number two But number one just cut you loose So maybe I'll be moving up You're a motherfucking fairy tale Complicated, talented, oh so good Dominant, dynamite, I really wish you Genuine, genius, and you look so fine I don't know if you're stable or out of your mind There's something overrated about things you've never had I want you bad Well you taste like Pizza crust and nice cologne You're never free but you're always home I love you so, I love you so I think I'll always be your number two But number one just cut you loose So maybe I'll be moving up You're a motherfucking fairy tale You're a motherfucking fairy tale
7.
You're a prodigy, a mathematician Playing AC/DC on the television Told constantly that to be a musician It's not enough to be the best there is Well, society does the best it can To crush your dreams so you never understand All they want for you is what's in their plan And they'll push you around until you listen to them I don't believe in Santa Claus... But I believe in you I believe in you I believe in every breath, in every chord In all of you You don't need school, you don't need luck It's not about timing or never giving up All you have to do is decide to succeed It's not rocket science, not a mystery It's such a joke that you're still not sure If you work just to survive, what are you living for? Compromise is never how it has to be If you don't want to be alone You can come with me I don't believe in Santa Claus... But I believe in you I believe in you I believe in every breath, in every chord In all of you You're gonna be a star You're gonna be so happy and go so far Yeah, your mother has other plans But I believe in you But I believe in you I believe in you I believe in every breath, in every chord In all of you You're gonna be a star You're gonna be so happy and go so far Ooh, you handsome man You shining soul I believe in you
8.
She Wants Me 01:26
Printed tights and pretty eyes She's jailbait Naughty, just a little nice She's jailbait Doesn't tell her mother but She wants to be A heavy metal superstar And she wants me Hard drugs, rock & roll She's jailbait Imagination's colorful She's jailbait Sneaking into swimming pools So quietly She doesn't care about the rules But she wants me Jagger, Curt, Billie Joe She's jailbait Backstage before the show She's jailbait Walked right up to me and said You look good Oh, she got inside my head And she wants me She wants me She wants me She wants me
9.
Shaken 02:43
I always think of you here, in the criminal crowd Dripping with sweat, and the punk is so loud Something about all the vertical walls Makes me forget I shouldn't trust you at all I always think of you here; when the melody plays I can't help but think about that look on your face When I said I'm not sure and the fear settled in It makes me want to hold you 'till you never hurt again Ha, ha, my Earth is shakin' Counting the odds, lying awake, and I write my word with new motivation Your poet's tongue, your pretty face, and With lips like yours, there's no need for masturbation My Earth is shakin' Ha ha, ah ah ah I always think of you here, when I'm stuck in my head Agonizing over what I shouldn't have said Yeah, something about my metaphysical flaws Made you believe you shouldn't trust me at all Oh, I'll always care for you, dear, in the thick and the thin Every cliche about wherever you've been I put my head on your chest and talk to your soul It's a stirring kind of comfort that makes me feel I'm home Ha, ha, my Earth is shakin' Counting the odds, lying awake, and I write my word with new motivation Your poet's tongue, your pretty face, and With lips like yours, there's no need for masturbation My Earth is shakin' Ha ha, ah ah Ah, ah, my Earth is shakin' Counting the odds, lying awake, and I write my word with new motivation Your poet's tongue, your pretty face, and With lips like yours, there's no need for masturbation My Earth is shakin' Ha ha, ah ah ah Ha ha, ah ah, ah ah, ah ah ah
10.
Nameless 02:52
Once upon a time You were depressed and I was Prince Charming Something made you cry Seventeen and your wrath is alarming People like you Always think the world owes you happiness But whatcha gonna do When you realize no one's waiting around for you You think that there's a cure Some magic spell you set you on your feet But baby look around What you have is exactly what you see You're the only one who can make you whole It doesn't take a woman, no, it doesn't take a miracle You're so persecuted all the time You won't be satisfied 'til everyone's crying You call me late at night Drunk off your ass and you want some sympathy I'm not you Mister Right Just because I'm blonde and kinky, uh huh You're such an open book Hanging your head when you're not the only one You're gonna be okay Oh baby, you'll find your fairy tale someday You're the only one who can make you whole It doesn't take a woman, no, it doesn't take a miracle You're so persecuted all the time You won't be satisfied 'til everyone's crying You're the only one who can make you whole It doesn't take a woman, no, it doesn't take a miracle You're so persecuted all the time You won't be satisfied 'til everyone's You're the only one who can make you whole It doesn't take a woman, no, it doesn't take a miracle You're so persecuted all the time You won't be satisfied 'til everyone's crying
11.
Who's this boy Gonna level the room with his impossible eyes I can't find my footing and I'm not sure why it's you Who's this boy What the hell do think you're trying to prove Fucking me up with the way you move, uh huh You're so frustrating I could hit a goddamn wall Your dumb mind-reading always keeps me coming Back for more, back for more You floor me Who's this boy Tricked me into thinking I was in charge Now you turn this shit around and now I'm the weak one Oh, who's this boy This is me, everyone's fool All these songs based on nothing -- it's cool Oh, you're so frustrating I could hit a goddamn wall Your dumb mind-reading always keeps me coming Back for more, back for more You floor me Who's this boy Gonna level the room with his impossible eyes I can't find my footing and I'm not sure why it's you You're so frustrating I could hit a goddamn wall Your dumb mind-reading always keeps me coming Back for more, back for more Back for more, back for more... You said you like someone but I'm not sure I know you want me coming back for more You floor me
12.
Alt+9 03:29
April or May a few years ago I didn't know about bar art or rock & roll I had never even held an electric guitar You handed me yours and I guess I thought you would do So we played the game until June or July I looked at the floor while you looked in my eyes You smelled my hair on summer nights I told you things and you seemed to think they were true You tried to get past my walls I said, "I can't say I love you; I don't even know you at all" Ooh, la di da di da (La di da di da) A year went by, I found rock & roll I hadn't seen you since you met that girl I thought I'd moved on from all this stuff 'Till that fateful week down at the charter school Five-hour days in the same little room Couldn't stop myself, just a-looking at you It got under my skin and pretty soon We were running around and your sweetheart never knew You tend to come on strong I said, "Don't tell me you love me; you don't even know me at all" Ooh, la di da di da (La di da di da) Just last year I saw you again You had grown into some kind of man I fell in love like never before Without ever laying a finger on your beautiful skin I swear I felt so satisfied I stared right back when you looked in my eyes Didn't take a genius to realize That because of you, I was the best I had ever been I never thought it'd be true, oh But nobody knows me, nobody loves me like you Ooh, la di da di da (La di da di da) A half a dozen perfect months flew by Then a couple more of sleepless nights Stroking your hair and holding you tight Comforting you over things you did to me I found out things I would never have guessed Should have known by the way you puffed out your chest Held my face so tenderly And said, "Baby, you're not good enough to succeed" It was just a couple months ago Oh, I know about bad art and rock & roll After four years of cold, hard history At last, our kingdom was getting ready to fall I said, "We've been through so much, you and I And heaven knows we tried and tried But I'll never look at you the same again And if you could, you'd smash my heart against a wall" You said, "Don't let go just yet" I said, "I can't say I love you; I don't even know you at all"
13.
Petrifying 02:09
Late November In my bedroom I’d been tired Of all the conflict All I want is Confrontation All I get is Shiny horseshit Then your gloved hands On my doorframe Like a sly fox In my pigsty Climb in bed and Run your fingers Through my greasy hair and change my life You look so petrifying I want your stable on my sane Ask me to run away and I’ll never miss my maiden name Promise I’ve handled it then Step back and realize what I’ve done But I’m never looking back no I don’t need anyone but you Anyone but you New Year’s Eve now In a guest room Been a long time Since I’ve held you Feeling cold here In Miami Baby grand and I’ll Be your baby I don’t give a damn ‘Bout this city Or any place where You’re not with me You look so petrifying I want your stable on my sane Ask me to run away and I’ll never miss my maiden name Promise I’ve handled it then Step back and realize what I’ve done But I’m never looking back no I don’t need anyone but you Promise I’ve handled it then Step back and realize what I’ve done But I’m never looking back no I don’t need anyone but you Oh, you’re petrifying I want your stable on my sane Ask me to run away and I’ll never miss my maiden name Promise I’ve handled it then Step back and realize what I’ve done But I’m never looking back no I don’t need anyone You look so petrif
14.
Better 02:40
Clean underwear is your idea of romance You shun my money then use my bed, drop your sweatpants on my floor (oh whoa-oh) I didn't shower 'cause I know you won't be giving head So you can love me, hate me, on any given day Tell all your friends I'm bad at what I do (ah ha ha) And do your best to crush my dreams, babe; I won't be mad at you When I'm selling out clubs, I'll put your name on the list 'Cause I'm above your level, I'm above all this Gentle lies from your poison lips But I was told not to listen to (ah ha) bullshit I won't believe all the things you said "You're bad at singing, you're bad in bed..." And I won't reassign the blame like you always do 'Cause I'm better than that and I'm better than you Found a lover who has poetry in his footprints He doesn't taste like you with your unbrushed teeth, yeah, you never knew how to be in love I knew there had to be something more than this Now I hate, I hate to utter your name It reminds me what you put me through (oh, boo hoo) But I know you're getting what you deserve, yeah, nobody loves you But when I'm selling out clubs, I'll put your name on the list 'Cause I'm above your level, I'm above all this Gentle lies from your poison lips But I was told not to listen to (ah ha) bullshit I won't believe all the things you said "You're bad at singing, you're bad in bed..." And I won't reassign the blame like you always do 'Cause I'm better than that and I'm better than you When I'm selling out clubs, I'll put your name on the list 'Cause I'm above your level, I'm above all this Gentle lies from your poison lips But I was told not to listen to (ah ha) bullshit I won't believe all the things you said "You're bad at singing, you're bad in bed..." And I won't reassign the blame like you always do 'Cause I'm better than that and I'm better than you When I'm selling out clubs, I'll put your name on the list 'Cause I'm above your level, I'm above all this Gentle lies from your poison lips But I was told not to listen to (ah ha) bullshit I won't believe all the things you said "You're bad at singing, you're bad in bed..." And I won't reassign the blame like you always do 'Cause I'm better than that and I'm better than you I'm better than that and I'm better than you
15.
Movement 04:18
This church is such a perfect place to see him again Watch him on his pedestal; I like to pretend I see his every movement from a hundred feet away I want him to drive with me On the highway He knows just what he's after, got his life all planned He's gonna go to school and be a working man This boy could break a boulder with his naked hands I want him to remember me While he's dancing Carve your name in blood all across my face Lock me in your prison where I can't escape Fill my heart with torture, fill my mouth with lies I adore you I asked him how he's doing and he said he's been fine He didn't ask a question, he didn't bat an eye I see his every movement as he talks to other girls Good god, I want him to give me his Attention I lose all my potential, oh, the moment he arrives He's on another level and I'll never be surprised I pity every woman who has to gaze into his eyes And watch him as he graciously loves Another Carve your name in blood all across my face Lock me in your prison where I can't escape Fill my heart with torture, fill my mouth with lies I adore you Fill my heart with torture, fill my mouth with lies Fill me to the brim with anything you like Let me see what's under that perfect disguise Fill me to the brim with anything you like
16.
All the love potions in the world wouldn't make you right for me All the stadium shows in the country and you still wouldn't notice me I've changed the lives of everyone But I can't put a scratch on you And I swear, I've tried everything But I can't seem to get to you One day I'll light the match that you gave me I'll finally be through with you, mm mm And one day I'll find a way to forget you But today is just too soon, mm mm Someday I'll probably blink and you'll be gone from me But you're somewhere deeper than songs can touch you or shelter me You're as flawed a boy as anyone But I can't get enough of you And I swear, I've never loved anyone As much as I love you One day I'll light the match that you gave me I'll finally be through with you, mm mm And one day I'll find a way to forget you But today is just too soon, mm mm One day I'll light the match that you gave me I'll finally be through with you, ooh And one day I'll find a way to forget you But today is just too soon, ooh ooh Today is just too soon, mm mm Today is just too....
17.
Around the table last June Nobody notices while Oh so sly you melt the room They eat your leftovers like fuzzy rats The Pied Piper of the wishing class They follow you But it's a lonely place to be A reputation and A grand facade you have to keep You look at life like it's a numbers game Collect attention and you keep your name It's what you want, you say But I know what you need You need a lover who loves you You need a place where you're truly free So when you're singing all your sorrows alone Why don't you sing 'em with me You have an elegant way Of stroking egos until Everybody's doing what you say Got you a wife, got you a hundred grand A pretty house up on some pretty land It's quite enough, you say But it's not what you need You need a castle in Norway You need a yard with a willow tree And when you're lounging on your golden throne Why don't you make me your queen Nobody's asking you a single thing They catch you happy and they clip your wings It's for the best, they say Your friends are laughing as the rumors grow But oh, they'd hold their tongues if they knew what I know I know, I know, I know That I'm what you need I can read you like tea leaves I can kiss you like a summer breeze So when you're singing all your sorrows alone Oh baby sing 'em with me Why don't you sing 'em with me Why don't you sing 'em with Me
18.
I thought the car was dead but I guess I forgot to turn the key The water’s stagnant in my head, I’m battling sanity Jimmy quit his job and they replaced him in a day We all stare at the clock and watch our chances tick away I don’t really have a case, ‘cause I probably can’t treat you better He protects your perfect porcelain face ‘cause if you blow on it, it shatters You probably don’t even know my name, and I wouldn’t say I’m catching feelings, yeah I’ve just got a taste for broken dreams, black lipstick, and shady dealings baby I missed a day of class and the teacher fudged my attendance card It’s got to have been a week since I set foot in my front yard Legend has it fall is here but the high is eighty-five My iPod isn’t charging and it’s getting too easy to stay alive I don’t really have a case, ‘cause I probably can’t treat you better Everyone in your band says if they blow on you you shatter The worst ones always look the best, but I wouldn’t say I’m catching feelings, yeah I’ve just got a taste for broken dreams, black lipstick and shady dealings, baby
19.
It's a bad situation in a number of ways You've got a previous engagement that cannot be escaped You take everyone you like and try to push them away And you claim you're not afraid I could lie with you all morning on the guest room duvet Criticize your drink at a pretentious cafe You need me on levels you can't possibly say But I know it anyway Oh god, I think I care about your mind and all its subtleties Your eyes and what they say to me You unabashed philosophy Just take me to the place Where I can sink my teeth right into you And cover every inch of you With knowledge of my faith I think I care about this happy mistake You're a hopeless romantic in a middle-class cage You create the life you want without the burden of fate Throw your head back and willfully reject the mundane Oh lord, you see the little things I could lie awake all evening just a-thinking of you Of your dirty class and with it all the things we could do You bring your twisted elegance wherever you go Oh, mi dulce demonio Oh god, I think I care about your mind and all its subtleties Your eyes and what they say to me You unabashed philosophy Just take me to the place Where I can sink my teeth right into you And cover every inch of you With knowledge of my faith I think I care about this happy mistake Oh god, I think I care about your mind and all its subtleties Your eyes and what they say to me You unabashed philosophy Just take me to the place Where I can sink my teeth right into you And cover every inch of you With knowledge of my faith I think I care about this happy mistake Oh my dearest darling happy mistake
20.
He gives me religion Grabs me by the pride and makes me listen He plays the demon Then he turns on all the lights and lets me see him And he's a godsend Heals me every day in every aspect And, and, and I'll go anywhere he leads me Lights down low while I beg him not to leave These bonds go deeper than you see On his street and at his door At his feet right on the floor And just adore him I haven't been sleeping My flesh turns brown on the inside where the feelings seep in Yeah never eating When I'm heaving over the sink I know I need him 'Cause he's an island He's Seattle in the spring, driving in the rain, abusing all the silence Your preacher Your preacher's been lying No, heaven is the things he whispers while we're fucking And, and, and I'll go anywhere he leads me Lights down low while I beg him not to leave These bonds go deeper than you see On his street and at his door At his feet right on the floor And just adore him I'll go anywhere he leads me Lights down low while I beg him not to leave These bonds go deeper than you see On his street and at his door At his feet right on the floor And just adore him, oh he shows me his religion Abstract, antichrist, Agyar, just my type of Christian Oh, oh He's my religion
21.
You've got a long life ahead of you And you're gonna make it far You'll go places you never dreamed of You'll have everything you want, and more At first, I thought you a child Then I worshiped you, a god Now I think I know who you really are You can't lie to me, you can't hide anymore You're scared of your shadow You hide from your heart You're so afraid of being known That you're crashing, you're burning You're gonna fall apart Oh you're scared of your shadow You hide from your heart You're so afraid of being known That you're crashing, you're burning You're gonna fall apart You've got all this potential But you're looking through too much rain You've built this twisted labyrinth To shield yourself from pain Oh, you've gotta let someone love you Not everyone will break your heart As hard as you try, you're not bulletproof And I no longer believe you when you say you are You're scared of your shadow You hide from your heart You're so afraid of being known That you're crashing, you're burning You're gonna fall apart Oh you're scared of your shadow You hide in the dark You're so afraid of being known Gotta get it together Before you fall apart You're gonna do amazing things, dear I want you to know I care But I've sifted through the lies you've told me And I realize that without them there's nothing there You're so young and so fragile So gifted and so strong You're the smartest thing I never knew You controlled my mind for so long You're scared of your shadow You hide from your heart You're so afraid of being known That you're crashing, you're burning You're gonna fall apart Oh you're scared of your shadow You hide from your heart You're so afraid of being known That you're crashing, you're burning You're gonna fall apart
22.
Ethan, I learned his story, young man in all his glorious pain He practiced unhealthy ways of handling his many shades of rain Well he turns me off when he talks about forever, babe, I've just about had enough He's a nine point five but I'm not in the mood for sweet talk or a third grade play a love You're talking like we're not just children, gonna lose your voice You're holding on so I have to say it, you leave me no choice I don't love you I don't love you I don't love you I don't love you Tyler, a small town diamond, spends his youth on things he doesn't love He's over me or he's good at hiding it; seems like it never even was Well he turns me on when he talks about whatever but it's never gonna be enough He's a nine point five but the stakes are too high, can't cash out on kings; I need a flush I've acted like we're only children, never planned my attack I've done a dozen foolish things but I'll never take them back I don't love you I don't love you I don't love you I don't love you You're talking like we're not just children Talking like we're not just children Talking like we're not just children Gonna lose, you're gonna lose You're talking like we're not just children Talking like we're not just children Talking like we're not just children Gonna lose, you're gonna I don't love you I don't love you I don't love you I don't love you
23.
Talking about change on the 24th Running from the mall to the grocery store You waved at me From a foot away Playing incomplete songs on the second floor Taking pictures with the men's room door It feels to me Like we're the kind that stays I love you More than vintage band shirts More than chocolate ice cream More than sushi rice I love you More than leather jackets More than Duff McKagan I love you more than life We baked a terrible cake at 2am Discussed whether or not that boy's my friend I stayed out with you Until the sun went down Then we sat in your bed and reminisced About the early days and who we miss I'm so glad you're here To dream with me I love you More than rain on weekends More than Harry Potter More than Christmas lights I love you More than long-stemmed roses More than Alesana I love you more than life Well you know I've had the best of times You'd better never leave my side You're a part of me That I could never lose And whether or not forever's true I'll sit it out and find out with you I don't need no one When I've got you I love you More than birthday weekends More than late November More than Halloween I love you More than vintage band shirts More than chocolate ice cream More than sushi rice I love you More than leather jackets More than Duff McKagan I love you more than life
24.
Loving You 04:03
This is the last song I say again and again as I try to fall asleep You've been lingering around here And haunting my dreams I try to escape you But running from you is running from myself You're more than addiction You're a paradigm, not a fever dream All I know is it's snowing outside And all I want is you Gotta let you go Or at least I've gotta try Because I can't live like this anymore You cut me to the core And I can't stop bleeding I can't take it anymore, I'm leaving, I'm leaving I've gotta stop loving you In my heart, you're a fairytale In my head, you're a man who will never be for me I've gone through the stages But I'm still not free All I know is I'll never be the same With you running through my veins Gotta let you go, gotta make this go away Because I can't take this pain anymore You cut me to the core And I can't stop bleeding I can't take it anymore, I'm leaving, I'm leaving I've gotta stop loving you All I know is it's snowing outside And all I want is you You cut me to the core And I can't stop bleeding I can't take it anymore, I'm leaving, I'm leaving I've gotta stop loving you No, I can't live like this anymore, gotta let you go, gotta close the door But I'll never stop loving you

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Sadie Rock and the Mad Ryans's 2nd album, All In, double-album.

Released Febrauary 22nd, 2020 on Giraffe Room Productions

Album contains explicit content



Track listing:

DISC 1

Go On 
Take What You Can Get
Already Whole
Jumping Off A Train
Lift Me Up
Fairy Tale
I Believe In You
She Wants Me
Shaken
Nameless
Song About A Boy
Alt+9

DISC 2

Petrifying
Better
Movement
Matchbook (Too Soon)
Sing 'Em WIth Me
Broken Dreams, Black Lipstick
Happy Mistake
(Just?) Adore Him
Scared of Your Shadow
I Don't Love You
The Smiley Song
Loving You

credits

released February 22, 2020

Musicians:
SADIE ZIMET vocals, guitar
AGIS SHAW bass
LANDON JOHNSON drums and percussion

Additional musicians:
RACHEL GATHERCOLE flute, recorders
COOPER STATILE lead guitar
PAUL VORAN ewi
Additional vocals by CALEB PORTER and ELIEZER ZIMET

All songs written by Sadie Zimet
All songs © 2019 Sadie Zimet. All Rights Reserved.

Produced by Rachel Gathercole and Sadie Zimet for Giraffe Room productions
Engineered, recorded, mixed, edited, and mastered by Paul Voran at Imurj Studios (imurj.com)

Cover art and design by Saul Zimet. © 2020 Saul Zimet. All Rights Reserved.

Band logo by Megan Wyble. © 2019 Megan Wyble. All Rights Reserved.

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Sadie Rock and the Mad Ryans Durham, North Carolina

100 percent original pop and rock.

"Dynamic, raw, and authentic." --Shakilya Lawrence, Ars Poetica

"Fucking great." --Paul Geissler, TBTV The Plug

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